"Pure and undefiled religion before God and the Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their trouble, and to keep oneself unspotted from the world." ~James 1:27

Friday, December 30, 2011

Watoto Documentary

Making a difference in Uganda, Africa. Footage from Suubi village where I worked and driving down the streets of Kampala where I lived...pretty neat stuff.

Check out the following link: http://byutv.org//watch/13fab18b-4745-4487-974c-1763cde48053

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Freedom in Christ comes to Selmore Baptist Church again Jan 10th

Anyone interested in taking part of an in-depth, life-changing, Biblically based discipleship class who are seeking to walk deeper with the Author of Love, Jesus Christ, are welcome to attend Freedom in Christ at Selmore Baptist Church in Ozark beginning Jan. 10th from 6:30-8:30pm for 16 weeks. This is for all who hunger to live the abundant life that can only be found in Christ. Childcare will be provided. Please come all who desire to dig into the Word on the following topics: understanding one's own identity in Christ and learning how to walk in that identity, what strongholds are, how they are erected in our lives, and how to tear them down and walk free in Christ, understanding the battle for the mind (understanding spiritual warfare) and how to renew our minds, understanding that forgiveness is a choice and learning how to truly forgive others from the heart, understanding relationship perspectives, journeying through the process of healing damaged emotions, and understanding our position, authority, protection (armour of God), and vulnerability as a believer. Finally, we will learn about the major avenues that Satan operates through (temptation, accusation, and deception). The entire focus of this study is to equip you spiritually in order to live free in Christ so then you are able to freely and effectively disciple others for Christ. Thank you for taking the time to read this post.

P.S. If anyone from Selmore could assist with providing childcare, it would be much appreciated! Please contact me if you're interested! Thanks so much!

Saturday, December 10, 2011



Monday, December 5, 2011

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Uganda Presentation

I wanted to take a moment to thank everyone who was able to come to my presentation about my journey in Uganda, Africa. To those of you who were unable to attend, I have posted below a detailed outline of my trip. I pray it blesses your heart!

Uganda, Africa Presentation

2/11/11 to 10/12/11

-Before I begin tonight I wanted to take a moment to thank everyone in this church for your generosity, prayers, and encouragement! I am brought to tears truly every time I talk about you. Those of you who have watched me grow up and have seen me develop. I say this at every presentation I give, I always take you with me on every trip, everywhere I go. I’ve taken you all around the world. Some of you can’t go on the mission field, but give so generously to send me. Words cannot express how grateful I am for you! For your prayers, for your encouragement, for your love, and your financial support. I would not be here if it weren’t for you being obedient to the Lord’s will. It brings tears of joy to my eyes just thinking about all the rewards you are storing up for yourself in heaven and that He will say to you one day, “Well done, good and faithful servant, for great is your reward.” So thank you truly from the bottom of my heart! And to my own flesh and blood: Mom and Dad, thank you! I would not be who I am and where I am today had it not been for your obedience to the Lord and raising me in the fear and admonition of the Lord! To know I have your blessing and wholehearted support despite the difficulty of not having me in your arms to hold means a world of words where there really are no words. I thank God for you all! Every single one of you! You have all blessed me in ways you may never know!

-I thought I would begin by reading a journal entry that I wrote on 3/15 about a month into my stay in Uganda.

“Our God is absolutely amazing! I’m so humbled by His goodness that my eyes are literally filled with tears of absolute joy as I’m writing to you. I’m almost at a loss for words, but will try my best to convey all the workings of Almighty God that are in my spirit. I have such a burning desire to share with you all not only what God is doing in the nation of Uganda but how He is changing me as a result of what He’s revealing to me! I am absolutely blown away. You know we go on mission trips with the mindset of blessing others, serving others, and loving others. However, I’ve found once you go, you always come back with so much more than you left with. Once we yield to Christ, it’s amazing what He does in not only our lives, but in the lives of everyone we are surrounded by and also to those we may never meet this side of heaven. You go to bless, but the Lord blesses you twofold by those you came to serve. It’s amazing! A lot of you know my heart for the nation of Uganda. I traveled there about two years ago and literally fell in love with the Ugandan people. They are the most warm and welcoming community of people I’ve ever had the privilege to know. I’m just drawn to them. The Lord has literally filled my heart with an overwhelming love and passion for the Ugandan people, it’s truly indescribable. I almost wish you could see through the eyes of my heart if only for a second just so I could allow you to capture it and see it from my perspective."

When I returned from Uganda, the most common question I found myself answering was, “So…what is Africa like…how was it? However, it’s often difficult for me to summarize the thoughts and experiences of my heart in a few quick sentences. So this is my attempt to answer that question. Please allow me to take you on a little journey as we travel through the streets, community, villages, and country of Uganda. It’s my prayer you will catch a glimpse of the sights, sounds, smells, and randomness of this beautiful, yet poverty stricken community. First and foremost, Africa in a nation full of beautiful people. I have to talk about the people first because they are so very dear to my heart and the very reason the Lord called me to Uganda. I can remember multiple times as I walked down the streets of Kampala or in the villages where I noticed a Ugandan walking with their head down or appeared to be downcast, but as soon as I smiled at them it was as if their whole countenance lifted. They would instantly smile a smile that lit up an entire room. Even in the midst of such poverty and horrible living conditions there is just a joy and air about them that absolutely puts me in awe. As you will notice in the pictures I will show later, Africans have the most beautiful complexions and their eyes and smiles are their most prominent characteristics. There are a lot of times I almost felt like a celebrity walking through the villages with a train of children running out to meet me, following behind me, smiling, waving, and jumping up and down yelling Muzungo, Muzungo. (Which means “white person” in their native language). Africa is a nation of diversity. There is city life and village life. As you drive or walk down the city streets of Kampala, which is the capital of Uganda, known as the city on seven hills, you will notice rich neighborhoods, then a block down the street you will view unimaginable poverty in what Africans call “the slums.” Tiny shacks, mud-brick homes, and tin roof market places line the streets. Ugandans are constantly selling something. It’s common to see fresh fruits and vegetables in these markets, clothes, and other trinkets simply lying on blankets waiting for purchasers. Street vendors constantly swarm the cars caught in traffic selling all sorts of items trying to earn an extra shilling or two. Smells of gas, sewage, and burning trash often line your nostrils within the city. Most of the roads in Kampala are paved, however due to the fact there isn’t much grass, dust particles fill the air in the dry season making it very difficult to keep anything clean. In the rainy season, flooding is likely, forcing Ugandans out into the streets in the middle of the night because their homes are flooded. The dirt roads turn to mud and its common for vehicles to slide off the roads into the ditches and get stuck causing accidents. Malaria is also on the rise during the rainy season due to the massive amounts of standing water in potholes and bodies of water. Although Kampala is still considerably underdeveloped, it is more Americanized than I pictured at first, most signs and billboards are written in English. There is a diversity of foods such as Indian, Mexican, Chinese, Japanese, and a few coffee shops such as Java’s and I Love NY or NY Kitchen. Local Ugandan staple foods consist of rice, beans, porsha (similar to cauliflower), matooke (mashed bananas), meat (beef, chicken, pork), j-nut sauce (mashed up peanuts to make a creamy pinkish sauce, and a banana or a slice of pineapple. Most of their food consists of low spices and is fairly bland (w/o much taste). Their diets are mainly high carbs and filling foods consumed in large quantities because some never know where their next meal is coming from so they stalk up. What Ugandans refer to as “Pork Joints” line the streets. Its common to see raw meat hanging like clothes on a clothes line out in the open ready for customers to buy and live chickens in cages also ready to purchase. And the famous “Ugandan drive through.” On road trips to neighboring towns when vehicles pull over, a mob of Ugandans literally come running to your car forcing water bottles, soda bottles, chicken on a stick, into your car wanting you to purchase it. The desperation and poverty of these people is sometimes unbearable, which also leads to theft, manipulation, and corruption.

One time just outside the church I saw a man take off running (its assumed in Uganda that if you’re running, you probably stole something) and right in front of our vehicle a lady who happened to be walking by smacked him right on the back with an umbrella. However, it didn’t slow him down any. It was common to see Ugandans taking justice into their own hands by circling around someone and literally beating them to death on the side of the street probably because they stole something (mob justice) really because no one else will do justice so they have to take it into their own hands. You will notice there are policeman, military officers, and traffic cops (wearing white uniforms) everywhere carrying large guns strapped to their shoulders walking up and down the streets especially around government buildings. If you weren’t aware that Uganda is actually one of the safer areas in Africa you may be pretty intimidated. You will also notice a lot of gated communities (Ugandans refer to them as compounds), sharp glass and often barb wire line the tops of these fences that usually surround houses due to theft. However, unfortunately there is much corruption within the government, which trickles into the morality and character of the police officers. It’s common for a police officer to pull someone over for speeding and later receive a bribe usually money and release them without a warning or a ticket. The common language in central Uganda is Luganda. Neighboring communities speak Swahili also. I learned some of the local language, however, most individuals around Watoto spoke fine English and most in the community also spoke good English. However, the story just wouldn’t be complete if I failed to tell you about the randomness and entertainment on the streets of Kampala. Some of the sights I saw you wouldn’t believe. The traffic is quite comical at times. It’s literally bumper to bumper traffic and everyone drives within inches of one another and really no one has the right-of-way. It’s every man for himself. Where it would take you 20 minutes to arrive somewhere, in Kampala it would at least take you an hour to an hour ½. But at Christmas time, it would take you four hours. The roads are narrow and people, chickens, goats, large cows, and bota bota’s (what we would call small motorcycles, Ugandans use as quick taxi’s) are constantly darting out in front of you in all directions often hitting your mirror as they drive by or hitting the back or side of your car with their hand letting you know you’re in their way). It’s pretty comical. Driving is literally an obstacle course and it appears anything is legal. There are sidewalks, but usually the bota bota drivers use them as a quick racetrack around the city. I’ve seen as many as five Ugandans on the back of a 100cc bota before…very entertaining. You also might see 10 foot in width bags of charcoal balanced on the backseat or furniture or even 15 foot poles standing straight up in the air on these bota bota’s and sometimes even 20-30 live chickens tied to the front handlebars. In Uganda, they drive on the left side of the road and sit on the right side of the vehicle and even the blinker is on the right instead of the left causing one to constantly hit the wipers every time you want to turn. Needless to say it took some getting use to. Then as if watching out for people, bota’s, crazy taxi drivers who dart right out in front of you as well wasn’t enough, you must be careful not to run your front wheel into the gigantic holes on the sides of the road and dodge all the potholes that usually have the potential to knock your wheels out of line or give you a flat tire. I had this happen a few times.

It’s also common to see what Ugandan’s call “mad men” or crazy people walking the streets, homeless men with no legs begging for food or money, ladies sitting on the ground holding infants begging money. Some of the most desperate and shocking situations, I witnessed. I was told adults in Uganda literally send their children up to your car window, stand there, look into your eyes, knock on your window with their hands out saying “Hello, hello” trying to get your attention. Then the children are required to return all the money to the adults while they get to keep none for themselves. I witnessed this firsthand as it’s a normal occurrence in Uganda. It was a common experience to have at least six street children bang on my car window as I was stuck in traffic on my way to work everyday. The streets are flooded with street kids who were begging all day and all night. It literally breaks your heart. It’s also common to see trucks driving down the streets of Kampala advertising radio stations with huge, blaring stereo’s and a Ugandan or two in the back singing, dancing, or talking in a mic. There is no such thing as noise ordinances overseas. Africa is known for its music and dance, so music floods the streets and guys dressed up in some funky costumes often dance on the side of the street for others amusement. You will notice children with no toys, so they creatively make their own. You will see them kicking rocks, pushing around tires with sticks, wire, and cardboard, playing soccer with no shoes on, on goals without nets and they are so joyful and content. The randomness of the city is so entertaining. To give you a few examples one time I was driving to work and about three power lines fell down on the street right in front of me onto a large truck and completely blocked the entire street as sparks flew everywhere. People will riot at the drop of a hat, whether it be because the cost of sugar went up or they are unpleased with how a government election turned out. So they will begin spraying tear gas on the streets, etc… This is mainly because there’s a lot of idleness on the streets and a lot of people do not have work. However, once you escape the craziness and chaos of the city, the greenery, hills, and countryside of Uganda is breathtaking. Uganda is filled with several bodies of water: Lake Victoria and the Nile River to list a few. Village life is considerably different than city life. While in Kampala most had running water and more consistent electricity, that’s not always the case in the village. Most village settings consist of a community of people who literally share everything. With the exception of Watoto villages some villages use what Ugandans refer to as jerry cans to haul water to and from the closest pond or body of water. Almost all Ugandans wash all their clothes by hand and boil their water and take baths in a small wash bin. Most African houses have what they call a “wash room” aka bathroom outside disconnected to the house in which they refer to as a pit latern (or what I call a squatty potty) basically a hole in the ground with a small structure around it for privacy. Uganda reserves power so one night this half of the country or city would have power, then the next night the other half would have electricity. I could usually count on the power being on at my house a little under half of the time and also bathed in a wash bin and washed my clothes by hand. It was a very humbling experience to live as the Africans live. I really wouldn’t have had it any other way.

However, now that you’ve seen a glimpse of the good, the bad, and the ugly, my favorite thing remains that and it resides in the spirit of the Ugandan people: It is obvious their country is far from perfect and they have very little “material wealth.” They live their simple lives and somehow “get” or truly grasp what is really important in life. Their simple, yet deep faith and dependence on the Lord for Him to provide their every need is so inspiring because for the majority of them (He is ALL they have). Their joy no matter what circumstances they are faced with and their unashamed, unhindered, energetic, genuine, enthusiastic worship of their Almighty God is beyond incredible. It’s what keeps me desiring to go back, it’s what draws me there, “where the spirit of the Lord is, there is FREEDOM!” And let me tell you what, there is freedom in those worship services.

-I wrote the following journal entry on 3/15 about a month into my journey in Uganda that I wanted to share with you:

The team and I traveled into Northern Uganda Friday evening into a town called Gulu. This was actually my first trip there and it is at the heart of where the war took place around 1994. Gulu is where the Lord’s Resistance Army set up command centers in order to raise up child soldiers. These children were forced to witness unimaginable atrocities. Children were forced to kill their family members and were forced to watch their family members be mutilated and killed right before their eyes. The children were threatened with their lives if they did not obey the commands to kill their family. Many of the women were abducted, taken into the bush and raped, beaten, and left desolate. The violence was horrific and like nothing you could imagine. Gulu is about four hours from Kampala, where I’m currently residing. Our purpose for traveling there was to team up with an Engineer Missions International (EMI) team. This team is made up of experts that specialize in architecture, agriculture, and various other disciples. This team was put together by Almighty God and His fingerprints were all over it. This team came together from all over the world and worked together on formulating a master plan for what is to be called Koch Agriculture Technical College in Gulu. This team has been working extensively all day and all night for a solid week in preparation for the presentation in which we heard today. This college is designed to bring hope to not only the surrounding villages and community in which it borders, but will also target students in Watoto that have graduated from the Watoto villages that have a passion for learning how to farm, growing crops, and raising livestock. There was a particular lady by the name of Kristin. She is a native from Gulu herself and I was just blown away at how the Lord is using her. To me, she was an individual that when she spoke, people listened. I found myself sitting on the edge of my seat, hanging on every word she was saying. What she was saying was so interesting. This project began about three years ago when Watoto purchased 150 acres to build this college on. However, she stated you have to understand the Acholi culture in order to truly grasp how inspired this project is by the Lord. The Acholi people view land as their inheritance. It is the only thing in which they have possession of being so poor, so naturally it is something they hold very near and dear and is extremely difficult for them to let go of. So they bought into this belief that this college would bring hope and lasting change not only to those who travel through this college, but their entire community and released their land to Watoto. One of the amazing things about Watoto Ministry is that it doesn’t just touch the lives of those it’s designed to care for, orphans and widows. It not only brings hope to the lives of the orphans, widows, and vulnerable women who have been abducted, raped, and who are now HIV+, but that hope spills over the boundary lines of Watoto’s physical property into the lives of the surrounding community and in turn the Lord brings healing to this war impoverished community. I am so humbled to be a part of this amazing kingdom work the Lord is doing. It’s so broad scale. Because you see it’s so much more than teams coming together to build schools, village homes, or an agricultural school. It’s about being the hands and feet of Jesus Christ and bringing hope to a community who has literally been through hell and back. You see we all have our own sphere of influence. Those only we can reach as Christ paves the way. Kingdom work has such a ripple effect. Similar to when you throw a rock in a body of water, the ripple begins small, but begins to grow. The larger the ripple grows, the more people are touched by Christ’s love shining through you and me. The same is true when a believer is doing God’s work. One may never know what a difference one person can make in another’s life. We may never understand this side of heaven how the Lord has used the work of our hands to benefit so many lives. That excites me in ways I can’t even begin to describe to you! It puts the work I am doing into perspective as well. I was reminded that we may at times see the work we are doing in the kingdom as so small and maybe insignificant. But when you look at it in the light of the cross, wow, it’s absolutely amazing because no kingdom work is insignificant. God only knows whom you are touching through Christ both in the present and in the future. You may never know whose life you are touching with your ripple.

The mayor of Gulu was at this presentation also and the government in Uganda supports Watoto and the work they are doing in the community, which is amazing in itself. After the presentation he spoke and asked when are we getting this thing on the ground because he believes it will change this entire community. The hope is to also teach the surrounding villages how to grow their own crops for their families and reach out and train them as well in addition to the students in the college. After the presentation, our team traveled to what they call Living Hope. Living Hope is a branch off Watoto that specifically ministers to vulnerable women. Every woman in Living Hope resides in their facility and has been abducted by the Rebels, most of which have been beaten and raped. A good percentage of the women in the Living Hope Program are HIV+. Living Hope is designed to restore dignity to these women. The purpose is to keep these women alive so they are able to care for their children who actually reside in the facility with them. They are also taught life skills and Watoto provides them with a trade such as sewing, making sanitary pads, etc... Gulu has recently begun a new project making sanitary pads for women. In Uganda, teenage girls began to drop out of school and are not able to finish their studies because they have to miss a week of school every month. They had no hygiene products so they had to stay home. So an individual actually invented a way to make sanitary pads out of papyrus and paper. They go through an entire assembly line process in Living Hope that the vulnerable women assist with to keep teenage girls in school, which enables them to finish their education. As we toured through the facility, Kristin, the same individual at the presentation I spoke of earlier gave us the tour. We entered a room full of about 50-75 women almost all HIV+. Every women had a story, every women had been abducted in the war. Here I am standing in front of these women as I attempt to scan through the room, each one is seated in front of their sewing machines, making dolls for the Watoto Choir and as I simply look into their eyes, I’m literally brought to tears. Everything in my life that remotely concerned me was completely erased and is so insignificant when you look these women in the eyes. Wow! Talk about humbling. Every scar they have tells a story. Some women have been mutilated, having their ears cut or pieces of their body cut by the Rebels. Every one of them has a story to tell. It’s in moments like that one is brought into the reality of what really matters in life. Then to hear Kristin talk about how much joy they have and to be able to witness their beautiful smiles. Yes, they have been through more than any of us can ever imagine, however, they understand they are not defined by what’s happened to them in the past and they understand they don’t have to live chained to their past. Their past circumstances do not define them! Christ defines them. Kristin was saying once they realize that, they are filled with such hope, and they just let it all go by the Lord’s grace. Each women journey’s through the Trauma Rehabilitation Program, which is extensive counseling before they enter into the Living Hope Program. It is here they learn to forgive. They learn that forgiveness is a choice. Kristin told us that in a lot of cases the very individuals who abducted them still live in their villages and these women come into contact with their abductor’s daily. She said at first these women just want to kill their abductors, however, once they learn that forgiveness is a choice, it changes everything. Unforgiveness acts as a poison that slowly kills you. It’s only when they choose to forgive and let that go, they find freedom. Kristin compared it to a poisonness snake. The faster you run, the faster it kills you.

As we were on our way back from Gulu, Uganda I began thinking about the ministry the Lord has for me to do during my stay in Uganda. I believe He spoke to my heart in such a tender way and told me that I may never know who benefits from the work of my hands, the words of encouragement I have spoken, the love I've shown, the joy I've passed on by simply smiling at someone, by simple being here. And the same is true for you. I believe the Lord reminded me of this song Brenda Woods use to sing here at Selmore when I was a child. It’s called Thank You for Giving to the Lord and is one of the songs that will be playing behind my slideshow pictures in just a few minutes. It was the nourishment I needed at that moment and the Lord brought to mind all of you. I want to say Thank you for giving to the Lord on my behalf.

-Before I left for Uganda, the Lord specifically ministered to my spirit through these three verses that became the promises that I clung to in Uganda and I wanted to share them with you:

Heb. 13:20, “Now may the God of peace who brought up our Lord Jesus from the dead, that great Shepherd of the sheep, through the blood of the everlasting covenant, make you complete (or equip you) in every good work to do His will, working in you what is well pleasing in His sight, through Jesus Christ, to whom be glory forever and ever. Amen.”

Phil 4:13, “I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength.”

Mark 9:23, “all things are possible to him who believes.”

-Talk about my experience (what work I did, where I lived, had a car, what my typical day looked like, friends I made, ministries I was involved in (worship ministry, cell, discipleship class), activities I did on the weekend (sightseeing trips, swimming).

-I would like to conclude by sharing with you about the lessons the Lord taught me:

“Remember, our God is much more into changing you into the likeness of His Son, than He is into you "achieving" things.” For me this quote has totally changed my perspective. He wanted to teach me how to become more like Him and not so much focus on “doing” but “being.” Sometimes the Lord wants us to “just be” and quit “doing.”

As I think about the ways I can see the Lord has been changing me into the likeness of His Son, it’s definitely been learning about:

1. Compassion (love)- Everyday I asked the Lord to help me to walk in His strength, in His light, and in His love and that that He empowers me to love, serve, and give. Thatbecame the theme the Lord continually brought me back to. I believe the main thing the Lord showed me was how to love as He loved! He taught me truly how to be an extension of His hands and feet. I sensed the Lord gently whisper in my heart several times that my purpose here is very simple: it’s to bring joy into the hearts and lives of hurting, war-torn Ugandan’s. I can remember also sensing the Holy Spirit telling me “I’ve brought you here to love, serve, and to give of yourself completely to the Ugandan people, to pour into them everything I’ve give to you.” Wow!” He told me… “just LOVE.” That really resonated in my spirit. That’s one thing I can do in the love He’s bestowed to me! Several times I was amazed at the love the Lord bestowed in my heart to give freely to the Ugandan people. I’m here to do what Christ spent His entire life doing, loving, serving, and giving of Himself. To spend time with the Ugandans, visit them, to love them deeply and practically, to get into their lives deeply and not merely superficially, to build into them, to pour of my life into them, talk with them about the Lord, their daily lives, to find out what’s important to them, what frustrates them, what they fear, what their achievements are, to find out how they think, what concerns them, and what their victories and triumphs are in life and bring Christ into all of that. Simply BE THERE for them in every way the Lord opened to me. That’s TRUE DISCIPLESHIP!

2. Humility, flexibility, and maintaining a positive attitude. I met another missionary here and she said, “the one thing that makes an amazing missionary isn’t their skill set, but their attitude.”

3. Faith/dependence on the Lord-learning how to have more faith (relying on Him for things I never have before.

4. Selflessness-learning how to truly put others before myself. “Giving of self into other lives with no regard for cost to personal time, freedom, agenda, etc.”

5. Servanthood/Service- I’m here to serve (learning what true servanthood really looks like). Serving even when what you are doing maybe isn’t your passion or what you like to do. Serving anyway and keeping the main picture in perspective.



“Finally, all of you be of one mind, having compassion for one another; love as brothers, be tenderhearted, be courteous; not returning evil for evil or reviling for reviling, but on the contrary blessing, knowing that you were called to this, that you may inherit a blessing.” -1 Peter 3:8-9

-Mention sponsorship program, ways you can get involved, pray for Africa!

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Uganda Presentation

Greetings! I will be presenting about my journey in Uganda, Africa at Selmore Baptist Church in Ozark on 12/4 at 6pm. If anyone is interesting in attending, please comment below and I will get you directions! God Bless!

Thursday, September 8, 2011


I’m writing this to officially introduce you to a friend of mine here in Uganda. Her name is Barbara Budeme. She is a Watoto child and has grown up in the Watoto village. She has completed a college education and has a degree in Food Science and Technology. She is in charge of all the Agriculture in the Sustainability Department in Watoto. Basically she looks after farming and grows crops for the individuals in the Watoto villages. She also grows maize (corn) for the goats on the goat farm. She overseas the goat farm also. The goat milk that is produced is transferred directly to the Watoto Babies Homes to feed the babies. Her story can be found on www.watoto.com under the subtitle 'Sponsorship.' Click on the drop down list titled “Barbara’s story.”

I introduce her to you because she is desiring to start up a small coffee business. She asked if I could help her find families in the U.S. that would be interested in purchasing coffee from Uganda. So if you are interested, please e-mail me at charitygray3@yahoo.com or message me on Facebook.

I am not sure about pricing and the specifics right now. She mainly just needs to get commitments from a minimum of 100 families to begin planning and begin the business.

Here is a small exert from her:


I would like to export Ugandan coffee to you.

Uganda Coffee:

In Uganda we have two types of coffee:

1. Arabica Coffee

2. Colonial Coffee

-Arabica Coffee is growing on high altitudes in my home village and district called Bugishu (Mbale). Arabica Coffee has a special flavor and is the best coffee and highly preferred in Uganda.

-Arabica Coffee comes in many kinds described by the roasters as, AAA (TRIPPLE A), AA (DOUBLE A), A, B, BB, etc. But AAA is the strongest coffee.

How to get it to you:

I am not planning to export so much, but I am interested in families where I could export 5-10kg per week maximum. The goal is to start with 100 families, but I am open to more families.


I will need postal addresses so that a package comes directly to the family.

Thanks so much!

Thursday, August 11, 2011

8/11/11 Update!

Greetings! Sometimes I sit down to write updates and try to collect my thoughts and find it difficult to summarize everything the Lord is doing in and around me. Then other times words simply pour out of me onto paper as I type. It’s often difficult to put into words the thoughts I think, the feelings I feel, and the experiences I face and go through on a daily basis. Even as much as I love writing, it’s still a struggle at times to find all the right words to express so much of what I desire to say. I desire to capture everything and write it in such a way you can experience it as closely as I have. I also write this with the knowledge of knowing that I could never truly cause you to see it through my eyes perfectly. However, I want to remind you all that I carry you with me in my heart. Like I always tell my home church, “I take you all with me wherever I go.” Words cannot express how truly grateful and humble I am for your continued prayers, encouragement, messages, and financial support! I testify to so many individuals here about the amazing family and church family I have in the U.S. and they too are literally amazed. It’s so comforting and humbling to know the Lord has set individuals in place to fully sustain me during my mission here. Thank you again for being obedience to the Lord. You may never know this side of heaven whose lives you are touching and impacting and what work and ministry is being accomplished through the prayers and finances you are continually offering up to our Father. So truly, from the bottom of my heart, I want to say thank you for everything! I love each and every one of you so much.

Gosh, I feel as if so much has happened since I last wrote so I have a feeling this journal entry will be a bit lengthy. For those of you that really know me that shouldn’t come as a surprise. First of all, the Lord has answered a huge prayer request and has provided me with my first, very own house. While I’m overly excited, it’s been a bit overwhelming at times honestly. It has definitely been an adventure though. There is nothing like someone who doesn’t know how to swim jumping into the deep end head first…lol. Sometimes that’s how I feel learning how to live on my own for the first time in a foreign country. I’ve really been humbled however. Might as well make it big. I’ve always been highly adventurous. It just makes sense that I would do it that way knowing myself…lol. It’s one thing to move out and remain in an area you are familiar with, with food you know how to cook, and can still call Mom and Dad to come help you. But it’s another when none of those things are familiar and Mom and Dad are half way across the world. I’m recovering from another wave of homesickness. I’ve noticed it tends to come in waves. It will flair up for a bit, then ease for a little while, which I’ve heard is normal. As I was picking out curtains and items for my new house, the realization came over me all of the sudden that my Mom wasn’t here to assist me pick out all those things I hadn’t necessary thought Mom “should” be there to help me decide on. So I had a mini tear fest, then I recovered….lol. However, I was so grateful Lisa acted on behalf of Mom for a month and was there to assist me. But as much as I love you Lisa, no one can replace my sweet Momma! Sometimes I feel as if I’m living in the 1900’s because Uganda is much more underdeveloped than the U.S. I never considered myself as a person who took the blessings I have for granted, however, when you leave the comforts and accommodations at home for a little while the Lord really teaches you how to appreciate where you have come from in a different light. Suddenly all those things you observed Mom and Dad do your entire life, you find yourself doing and remembering. You remember all your parents little quirks and how they did things. For example: Dad always use to push cancel 50 times on the ATM machine after he withdrew money to ensure no one could get his personal information. I found myself doing that and teaching Lisa the other day. I found myself laughing afterwards. You really do not realize all you have until you suddenly do not have it at your fingertips anymore. It has changed my perspective on so many things and has truly humbled me. I can tell you this, I have learned the difference between genuine needs and wants (what is considered “needs” to us Americans are truly considered luxuries here). Like washing machines and dryers. I wash all my clothes my hand in a wash bin and lay them out to dry. So before you lay your head on your pillow at night, thank God for your washing machines and dryers. That may seem silly, but I’m serious. It’s hard work and I’m reminded that I’m only one person, washing for one person. I do not yet have a large family like most Africans have. I do not yet have a hot water heater so cold showers are the norm. You just take a deep breath before entering…lol. Squatty potty is also the norm…it really teaches you a new appreciation for toilets…lol. So I’ve literally started from stratch in my new house. It’s not like the U.S. where you have built in cabinets, kitchen and bathroom countertops, appliances such as a built in stove/oven, ect… I wash my dishes also in a wash bin, because the typical African setting has no kitchen sink. It really takes some relearning. I cook on a gas stove and officially got my stove hooked up a few nights ago. Moses and I officially cooked our first meal together. We cooked some eggs and shared an egg sandwich and mango juice under the candlelight because there was no power. My rechargeable lantern died because the power had been off for three days in a row. Usually, it was on one day, off the next so it was predictable when we wouldn’t have it so I could plan ahead and charge things in advance. I say all this to tell you how humbling it has been because I realize it can be much worse. Compared to what I see on a daily basis, the poverty around, I live an exceptional life. So I’m very grateful! I’m so thankful for what the Lord has provided for me, please don’t hear me saying anything but that! Sometimes I just sit or stand in my house, look around, and just give Him glory! I have a bed, food in my stomach, and a roof over my head. Honestly, that is more than a good percentage of the population has here. I heard someone say, “Uganda is immune to poverty.” It’s really true, but the overwhelming joy, faith, love, and peace that overflows from the Ugandan people still absolutely blows me away. I walk by Ugandans on the side of the dirty street daily with no legs who are literally walking on knubs, but when you look down at them and they look up at you, they just light up and a giant smile swallows their entire face. It’s amazing and truly beautiful because you honestly wonder, what’s the future look like for them? Here they are with no legs, probably no food, and are begging for money on the streets. In the eyes of the world it doesn’t make sense for me to move halfway across the world to breath in the overwhelming amount of dust and gas of the city, to drive on the roads day in and day out that are covered with potholes, to trench through 5 feet of mud during the raining season and risk getting stuck and sliding off the road, and to risk contracting malaria and various other diseases, but through spiritual eyes people get what’s really important here. They have no choice to depend on the Lord to literally provide their every need because He is ALL they have. Their faith and desperation for the Lord still absolutely blows me away and has taught me so much. You see firsthand what it looks like to really hunger and when I say hunger I mean hunger for Him! I can talk about it all day, but until you actually come see and experience it firsthand you could never fully get the impact of it all. I can only stratch the surface. I was having a conversation with Moses and Barbara just the other day and Moses was worried about my eating habits because until I got my stove fixed I was living on PBJ sandwiches and Pringles…haha. Sounds like a typical college student living on Romaine noodles right after they move out. I found it comical. However, Ugandans never eat sandwiches so they do not see that as filling. Some of them do not even know what sandwiches are. You see the meals here are served in mass quantities. They pile on the food, which at first sounds ironic because you think of them being poor and of them having little food. Most of them do have little food, but when food it available, they it pile on as much as possible because they never know when food will be available again so they stock up. I was telling them that I’m use to eating several small meals a day at home and the realization came over me that that’s our culture. We grew up assuming food will always be in abundance and we do not know what it’s like to be without much of anything really…I’m talking true needs, not simply wants. At first it almost makes me feel guilty, while knowing guilt is not from God. It makes you wonder why am I so blessed to live here and how can they live here? Only God can answer that question and I believe it’s in one’s perspective on how you define what a “blessing” is. Whether you see it through spiritual eyes into what really matters: things such as spending quality time with people and loving others or through earthy eyes and see only blessings as material possessions.

So even though at times it gets really difficult living here, it’s still not nearly as difficult as what the majority of the Ugandan population has witnessed, seen, and experience on a daily basis. Even though at times I get homesick and miss home, it really pairs in comparison to the rewards I receive and will receive. It’s totally worth the sacrifices! I would even go as far as recommending at least every person if they had the opportunity to live in a 3rd world country for at least a month. It will change your life forever. Truly you will never be the same.

Back to my house, the Lord has provided the perfect individuals to assist me. My boyfriend, Moses has been a huge source of support through this time. Shopping in Africa is very different from shopping in the U.S. If anyone of you have been to a 3rd World country you will understand firsthand what I mean. While there are set prices on all items in the U.S., here one has to pretty much bargain for everything you buy and unfortunately the system is often corrupt, even more so when you are “White.” The assumption on behalf of a good percentage of Africans in the community is that a white person=dollars ($). Sometimes I will find myself burdened and discouraged by this assumption because I have such a high respect, love, and deep appreciation for the Ugandan people and it’s hard not desiring that same love and respect from them. I desire them to see me for who I am, not for what they may think I have ($). So, Ugandans in the community markets needless to say typically attempt to charge white people more money than a typical Ugandan. So one night as Moses and I were shopping I decided to test this theory of the Ugandans charging “White people” what they call Muzungo price. Muzungo=white person in the local language. It’s not a derogatory term, simply a label like we would call black people black. So Moses and I agreed on pricing a certain TV in a local appliance store. Moses walks in first by himself as if he was shopping for a TV. He casually asks a lady who works in the store how much this TV is. She tells him 1,000,000 Ugandan shillings, lowest price, which is around $500. He says, “ok” and walks out of the store. Meanwhile, I was hiding outside the store as he walked in so no one would know we were together and charge him a higher price because he was with me. So about five minutes later I walk in the same store, price the same TV, and ask the very same lady. She tells me 1,300,000, Ugandan shillings, which was 300 more expensive than the price she just gave Moses. I could only laugh at how corrupt the system was and how individuals intentionally charge white people more money because they assume we all have it. So I say all that to say, Moses goes before me and bargains and gets good deals on items I need for my home. Then we travel together to those places and purchase the items together after they’ve given a good, reasonable price.

I actually found out about the house through Barbara, a Ugandan friend of mine. She actually is my next door neighbor. It’s in an area I’m familiar with, it’s secure, and there is also support from Watoto nearby. It has a storeroom, a sitting room, a bedroom, and a bathroom. It’s plenty big enough for just me. So far I’ve purchased a refrigerator, a stove/oven, cooking utensils, pots & pans, curtains, a fan, rugs for the floor, a bed, mosquito net, and other odds and ends. Your funds are being used very practically and items are being purchased in an attitude that desires to be the best steward of the money that is given to me. Please pray with me in regard to finances. I’ve been hit with a lot of expenses all at once and it’s been a bit stressful. I’m a saver not a spender so sometimes it creates stress within me to feel as if I’m spending so much all at once when I worked hard to save and build that savings up. However, they are all necessary items. I’ve had to pay for the car I now drive around the crazy roads of Kampala J. Also, for my stay at the Watoto guesthouse, 4 months rent in my new house, plus all the furnishings. I’ve had to also pay for car repairs, added expense for fuel and food. Although, now that I’m driving, I’m saving more on transport, which is a blessing.

My immediate boss, Brent Smith, who I came over with has been in the U.S. since the beginning of June so I have basically been free to make my own schedule and have been staying very busy actually. I’ve enjoyed the freedom that has created. Although he’s really been good to me, on somethings I’ve been left to learn the ropes alone, which has honestly been good for me. It’s been stressful at times, but the Lord has sent the right ones to help me at the right times and I’ve learned a lot in the process. Throughout the time he has been away, I’ve almost completed all of the education training with the mothers and teachers in Bbira and Suubi Village. I have copied below the outline of what I’ve been teaching and speaking to the mother’s and teachers in the villages about. It’s my prayer the following information gives you a better idea of what my work has consisted of.

Education Classes Outline: Assets Management

The Lord desires us to be good stewards of what we have, so how can we do that?

When I began the training in Bbira Village I teamed up with the head of maintenance of that village, Richard. Each village has a supervisor who is in charge of maintenance. Each village also has a maintenance team who works to keep the villages looking nice and presentable to teams and visitors that come to Watoto from outside. Richard and I co-taught the mothers of one circle of homes at a time. We chose to teach only 9 mothers at a time opposed to holding one mass meeting so we could easily communicate intimately about concerns and questions they had. We also wanted to ensure we created an atmosphere where they could honestly and freely voice their concerns and raise any questions they had that they may not have raised had we met in a large group. It’s easy to get lost in a large group and shy away from honest concerns and questions. Each circle contains 9 homes, with nine mothers, with 8 children in each home. In each circle there is a senior mother who is in charge of handling issues, concerns that come up within the mothers and children in each circle. So mainly the training consisted of me introducing myself, explaining to them my role in Watoto, the work I’ve been doing, long-term goals, and the purpose of what I’m doing what I’m doing.

1. Getting to know me:

a. Who I Am:

b. My role in Watoto:

1. Discovery stage (I walked through every building: home, school, clinic that Watoto owns and took notes of everything that needed repair.)

2. Report stage (I compiled the above information into written reports for each village.)

3. Financial stage (Then I put a cost to items that need repair in order to present the pressing need to the ministry so action may be taken. I’m acting as a voice of hope (liason between the mothers and the ministry, advocating for them.)

4. Education stage (The stage I’m just finishing now. It consists of training mothers and teachers to report, organizing a new system of reporting repairs.)

5. Fundraising stage: In the meantime, the money has to be raised to fund repairs.

6. Inventory stage: We also discuss long-term goals: One of those is for Watoto to build a storehouse with 50% of all items in the home on reserve at all times. That way when one items goes out and is installed into the home, another comes in. Then we can control all the inventory. Will build this up gradually.

7. Easily maintained from there

c. My purpose for being in their homes is:

1. To show them where we’ve been, where we currently are, where we’re headed as a maintenance staff.

2. Assets Management Training:

a. What is assets management? How can we do it?

b. The purpose of the training:

Who (is doing training): Richard & I

What: Assets management and/or maintenance training

Where: in each senior mother’s home


1. To build trust with the mothers. We want you to know that we care about you and that someone is hearing your requests. That your requests aren’t simply falling on deaf ears. We want you to know the big picture of what goes on behind the scene and understand the process. I’ve found that when we seek to understand, we find compassion.

2. We desire to empower you and give you a voice in the process. It begins with you.

3. Instill in them a sense of ownership. It’s your home and it’s important for you to take care of it.

3. Goals: What is the purpose of goals? To help us achieve things in life right?

a. To bring all the maintenance work, repairs and cost on a level playing ground. Once this is accomplished, then we will need to have at least 50% in parts on reserve at all times. The goal is then to maintain and control inventory. (When one part goes out and is put in a home, another item is ordered)

b. To get the mothers to buy in and learn that as they report=results happen (items get fixed). Mom’s have to know there’s a point of beginning (with them reporting). They have to report in order to raise awareness to Management that something’s broken.

c. We want to empower you by giving you resources that will give you a voice, to include you in the process, show you that your concerns are being heard and aren’t falling on deaf ears.

d. Local Facilities Manager to oversea all processes

Then we go into teaching them the new system of reporting repairs. I’ve implemented a few forms and I’m teaching them how to use it, ect…

I’m still praying about other opportunities to open up for me within Watoto, while focusing on being busy and meeting a need now in the maintenance department. The Lord is good about reminding me and showing me different small ways I’m making a difference. For example: I called a meeting about a month ago and I invited both Richard (maintenance supervisor in Bbira village) and Moses (not my boyfriend Moses, but a different one who is the maintenance supervisor in Suubi village). After the meeting Moses said, “this is the first time I’ve set foot in the office for a meeting since he got hired awhile back. “ The Lord is using me to bring people together and to build unity within the team.

In addition to holding trainings and meetings, I spent the week with the South Haven Baptist Church team from Springfield and assisted them in building a medical clinic from mud brick. I also got to spend some quality time treating Lisa to a relaxing few days before she headed back to the U.S. She trusted my mad driving skills enough to allow me to drive her around to all my local hangouts around Kampala J. Although it was difficult saying goodbye and part of me was envious that they were returning to my home, the Lord pulled me through. I’m to a point now where today it is 4 months until I return in December. I will arrive back in the U.S. 12/9/11. Although I’m enjoying my stay here, my heart still longs for home.

As far as prayer requests are concerned…

1. Please pray I get my work permit. I really need this to move ahead with other legal documents.

2. Please pray the Lord protects me as I’m now driving myself around all the time by myself in the major city of Kampala.

3. Pray for continued strength, wisdom, and encouragement. At times I can get a bit lonely, discouraged, and homesick now that I’m in a house by myself.

4. Please pray for the people here and the ministry I’m doing here.

5. That I will continue to walk in the Lord’s love, light, and strength.

6. Please pray for Moses and I and our relationship. We are making serious plans for the future and want the Lord to direct our steps in everything we do!

Finally, as I conclude I’m almost finished taking the discipleship class on Thurs. evenings. It’s been a great course. I will be attending an overnight evening of prayer this Friday from 9pm-6am.

I believe overall the most important lesson I’ve learned thus far is how to put self on the back burner and how to live a selfless life. I pray you received a blessing from reading this lengthy journal entry, but I had a lot of catching up to do! I love you all!

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Praise God!!!

Huge praise: I looked at a house last Friday evening and I will be moving in today! It's reasonable, in an area I'm familiar with, secure, and right next door to Barbara, a good friend of mine. There are also a lot of Watoto employees around close in the neighborhood! It's not furnished so I will have to buy everything, so please pray I'm able to find reasonable prices. I'm excited to have my very own place and begin decorating!

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Gifts Journal (Please read)

I am currently taking a discipleship class at Watoto Church. It’s a 14 week course. We are studying the following topics:

(Level 1: Focuses on Your Relationship With God)

Introduction & Trinity

God the Father

Jesus: His Life and Work

The Holy Spirit

Building Your Relationship With God

(Level 2: Focuses on Your Relationship with Yourself)

Who am I?

What can I do?

What can I do (continuation)?

Wholesome Living

(Level 3: Focuses on Your Relationship with Your Church/Cell)

Vision, Values, and Cells (Cells are like small groups that meet once a week)

Cell Group Purpose

Role of a Cell Leader

(Level 4: Focuses on Your Relationship With Your Community)

Your Community

You and Your Cell

We have an assignment this week to complete. I am currently studying about discovering my spiritual gifts and passions. I wanted to invite you all to assist me. Sometimes we may not see giftings or passions in ourselves that others may see right away. If you would be so kind, could you please answer the following questions about me to assist me in this self discovery? Please copy these questions and answer them in a private message to me (charitygray3@yahoo.com). Thanks so much!

  1. When you look at me, Charity, what do you see? (Answer how you feel led whether physical, emotional, personality, or spiritual traits).
  2. What would you say are my spiritual gifts?
  3. What would you say are areas of giftedness, talents, passions, ect… in my life?
  4. Overall, what would those closest to me say I’m really interested in or passionate about?
  5. The people I would most like to help are:

Infants, Teen moms, Divorced, Career women, Parents, Unemployed, Orphans, Prisoners, Children, Single parents, Widowed, Young marrieds, Empty nesters, Elderly,Widows, Poor,Youth, College students, Singles, Refugees, Homeless, Disabled, Hospitalized, OTHER...................

6. As you’ve observed my life, what would you say are the issues or causes I feel strongly about:

Here are a few examples that were included in the study material:

Environment,Discipleship, Worship, Music, Violence, Education, Economic, Health care, Abortion Church, Child care, AIDS, Injustice, Addictions, Reaching the lost Poverty, Hunger, Homosexuality, Politics, Racism, International, Technological, Family, Literacy, OTHER........

  1. (Questions for my family only):
    1. As you have watched me grow since the moment of conception, what have you observed as I’ve grown?
    2. What do you see as my gifts, passions, ect…maybe something you’ve never told me before?